rain, rain, don't go away

i miss when we were younger and everthing was so big.

i used to love looking up at the stars and imagining what was up there; i haven't even thought about doing that in over a year. everything's too complicated these days, and i'm not sure how to deal with it.

when does it start to get better?





"And why do I deny, the things that burn inside down deep, I'm barely breathing but you just see a smile"
- Paramore, 'Adore'

city, calm down

i don't know what it is; but everything seems a little bit more dull.

cuts don't hurt; the sun (what could be seen of it, anyway) isn't bright; voices are quieter; laughter sounds kind of forced; and nothing out of the ordinary happens.

i hate it here.





"But be careful; sand is already broken but glass breaks. The shoes are for dancing, not running away."
- Francesca Lia Block

that upset look you're giving me

... tells me exactly what you are thinking

i'm so sick of this. silence stretches on for miles and miles. uncomfortable and irritating. i hate it when we're silent; it always means something bad.

why is everything turning to shit?





"We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves, that in the end we become disguised to ourselves"
- Francois de la Rochefoucauld

separation sunday

BANG BANG BANG!

THUD THUD THUD!

can't you just shut up for five fucking minutes

... you're giving me a migrane





"I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone"
- Avenged Sevenfold, 'Trashed and Scattered'

powdered demons, liquid lifelines

i've been up watching old school horror movies. so much gore... i love it!

but i'm kind of afraid to go to sleep

i guess that's sort of in the spirit of friday the thirteenth; but i'm literally terrified to shut off the lights and close my eyes. i'll probably be hacked to pieces by jason in my dreams (damn you Friday the 13th!!)





"Words have no power to impress the mind without the exquisite horror of their reality"
- Edgar Allan Poe

you say 'like' too much

so i got my learner's permit today

... is it bad luck that i got it on friday the thirteenth?





"Society honours its living conformists and its dead trouble makers"
- Mignon McLaughlin

keep on smiling

'cause this is what you wanted

...yeah





"Even eternally free people are enslaved by the process of living"
- Chuck Klosterman