Saturday, January 17, 2009

i shut my eyes in order to see

i think too much.

i'm in and out. i'm all over the place. i can't seem to do anything right these days, and it's really taking it's toll. i feel like crap, and i can't seem to get rid of this constant feeling of inadequacy. it's like it's been imprinted into my mind. a voice always humming in the back of my head: You're not good enough. Grow up. Stop doing stupid things.

i'm trying to sift through everything i do, but it's such a difficult task. but i'll put on a happy face and smile my way through it like i do with everything else.





"I'm B-grade, underweight but excited to be here. I don't mean what I say, it's okay, please believe me. I said I'm sorry, we could shake hands on it"
- British India, 'I Said I'm Sorry'

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