power struggle for the spotlight

i'd say may is my least favourite month of the year.

nothing interesting ever happens.





"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead"
- Charles Bukowski

happy as can be

i've never had a panic attack before last night.

i felt like i was dying.

i couldn't breathe, and i couldn't stay still. my heart was racing and there was nothing i could do to stop it.

my hands were shaking. i thought i was having a heart attack.





"All I can do is be me, whoever that is"
- Bob Dylan