self destruction sequence initiated

i want to see you.

i know it's only been a week, but after hearing your voice on the phone...

i went three months without seeing you, talking to you, thinking about you.

you just had to come over last week, didn't you? i was doing so well, i had almost stopped thinking about you. you have someone else, why can't i just forget about you?

why can't you see the way i feel about you? why is everthing so hard when it comes to you?

please do me a favour and stay away, because i know i won't be able to control myself.





"Worry is a misuse of imagination"
- Dan Zadra

brightest day, darkest night

you give the best hugs.

too bad i never see you anymore.

and the fact that you have someone else to hug you, and talk to you, and see you more than once every three months.

i miss the way we used to talk. and i miss knowing you.





"I know I'll never really get inside of you. To make your eyes catch fire the way they should."
- The Cure, 'A Letter To Elise'